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Sympathy for the Devil

Posted by kittt on June 27, 2006

Our grasp of the picture of the devil from our apparent hindsight that we are capable of discerning good from evil, is that the Devil is the ultimate of all that is evil, his form the ultimate of all that is unpleasant, his wickedness is the ultimate that a mind is capable of, his words is the sharpest and deadliest of swords, his home the convocation of sin. You cannot see him, nor can you touch him, lest you too be consumed by fire and be destruction's incarnate. His power is beyond you, leaving you in leaps and dangles on a thin fine line; a fraction of him in you can empower you to unfathomably surpass others in any of your perilous pursuits. Yet you despise his very existence, his image, and you are genuinely afraid of losing your soul you claim to own.

This is me shedding some sympathy for the Devil. This is the self Lucifer loathes, the embodiment of all that is wrong with this world. He cannot come to you as who he really is. He has not the face that anyone has seen, yet we paint him so vividly. But what do you expect to see when the devil taps your shoulder, and you turn back to stare in his face?

I could be wrong. Perhaps i am wrong. As far back as i can remember, The Rolling Stones' called him 'a man of wealth and taste' in the song "Sympathy for the Devil". Maybe he doesn't need my sympathy. Maybe he isn't so ugly. Maybe he's more prevalent in this world than you think, by that i meant, the current workings of contemporary times.

Maybe we ought to take him more seriously, as he silently plots in this so called globalisation and the creation of a better, if not infinite world. You think about it. My sympathies for the devil from all the Hollywood blockbusters which portray him so graphically in his outward appearance, without ever knowing how he ever looks like. My idea is that he is unequivocally adept at creating the images that we want to see of him.

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Five days and one paper away from graduating!

Posted by kittt on June 18, 2006

The title says it all; my circus life as a student will now come to an end soon and i'll be enveloping myself in a spiral of a directionless compass which will lead me some place that i don't know yet. It's winter now in Sydney, and i've not made any plans other than the tempting food trips i've been wanting to go for a long time now. Patisseries, sweets, paellas, sangria, pancakes, fresh seafood will provide some warmth this winter, albeit burning holes in my pockets.

And now that i think about it, i'll never want to leave uni. Reading and writing have been the handiest skills that i have, that i shall never want to swap doing anything else even though exams are a lil tedious sometimes. If only i get paid to read, write, speak occasionally! I've been pondering about life as an academic, though it doesn't sound too exciting, but if it was excitement i want i'll look elsewhere other than the job market. I don't want to come across as arrogant or smart at all, but i suppose each individual have a value in them that they could put to good use; some people have more practical skills, some have a sound understanding of theoretical implications, some are just made for something else.

Come Wednesday, elated and jubilant i might be, i'll be looking back at the end of what has been a nice and pampered lifestyle. I supposed it's time i make my interest payments back to my pops!

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i think my computer don’t allow me to post anything on here for awhile until i reformat it

Posted by kittt on June 14, 2006

sucksss

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How i have fun is none of your business

Posted by kittt on June 3, 2006

No, i am not angst-filled; just merely making my point after a day full of complete gastronomic desires. I'm just saying that sometimes you feel like you can have your own fun in your own way and you don't have to consult anyone else nor do you need to care what others' opinions about how to have a good time are.

I hate questions like "why are you drinking beer?" when they are intent on getting smashed on vodka or whisky or something else. What do people want me to answer? I drink beer because i hate it, and impress people with an extensive knowledge about where the beers i'm gulping are brewed. Also, i find a belly successful, reassuring and comfortable to have. And I don't like spirits, liquor or people.

Haha, i assure you i am not venting out my anger on anyone; just making a huge generalisation on people. Sometimes they just have to ask it. It just appeals to them like how certain activities appeal to certain people. I don't need a reason to be doing what everyone else seems to be doing, and i don't have to like what everyone else likes. But this statement is not a cavity of reasons by which i would justify any form conduct. I just like to bask in simple pleasures.

Anyway, i've had quite a pleasant day even though it wasnt the best in terms of weather. It was cold and raining all day and night, but i had this arrangement of having lunch with a dear friend of mine, which turns out to be a tea-time appointment. Not that i'm blaming anyone though, but it just makes it a wee bit more tedious walking out in the rain. Besides, Newtown Thai III was already closed by that time we met up and so we embarked on a journey towards The Rocks.

If weather and time had permitted me, i would have gotten me camera along and take loads of pics today, but it was not to be. Had a pre-supposedly 5 minute journey from the bus stop to Pancakes on The Rocks, but the downpour seemed to make it last an eternity. Crap. We were feeling cold, fingers numbed, and my friend's toes were drenched with freezing raindrops and sand.

Naturally, like kids our cheeks were revitalised even though our bodies took somewhat a battering from the bad weather, but i was all smiles and chatter by the time i sat myself down. I had been looking forward to Pancakes for awhile now, it was ages before i could reconcile and rationally pick from all the sumptuous, delightful pleasures. "Devil's Delight" sure sounds like a sinful pleasure, and so does the Seafood Crepe. By the time we were finished, the crowds were storming in, eyeing viciously on the table we sat ourselves so comfortably.

Being kind and considerate, we left, and was out in the rain once again. We stumbled all the way back to the bus stop to catch a bus back to the city, where we strolled into chinatown's night market for some food, again. The whole walking in the rain was taking its toll and decided to warm ourselves in the shopping complex, where we then decided i should get my keys from my other housemate at the Chinta Ria. That meant another distant 20 minute walk in the rain.

It must have been the cold weather that got the food outta my system hastily, and by the time i got my keys i was thinking about what to cook at home. We got ourselves a bottle of wine to go with whatever was on my mind then, by then totally withered out by the relentless rain. The hilly road towards my apartment made us feel like we were making this final push through enemy terrain before reaching home.

Entering home was utter joy. A glance at my fridge and i came up with a carbonara recipe tucked at the back of my mind for awhile; a creamy sauce with bacon and served with wine. What heaven. Food, wine, rain and some company was such a refreshing feeling, it beats me what else could better this. An awesome Friday night, championed not by the rain, food, or wine but the simple contentment of an unintrudable home and a lively breathing soul to bask in these pleasures with. And thank God for it all!

This is probably the longest post about myself to date in any of my blogs! Contrary to the blog post, i have spouted out my nice little Friday night.

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